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February 08, 2007
Vocation and Identity: Part 2--Birthright Gifts
"We arrive in this world with birthright gifts--then we spend the first half of our lives abandoning them or letting other disabuse us of them. As young people, we are surrounded by expectations that may have little to do with who we really are, expectations held by people who are not trying to discern our selfhood but to fit us into slots. In families, schools, workplaces, and religious communities, we are trained away from true self toward images of acceptability; under social pressures like racism and sexism our original shape is deformed beyond recognition; and we ourselves, driven by fear, too many often betray true self to gain the approval of others." (Let Your Life Speak by Parker Palmer, pp. 12)
As we continue to look at Let Your Life Speak: Listening for the Voice of Vocation by Parker Palmer, I was really struck by this quote of his. At the age of 32 I'm just now beginning to realize how much of what I do and have done is driven by the pressure to fit in. By the pressure to please others. By the pressure to perform. By the pressure to climb to the top. A lot of those expectations drove me to do some really great things, but as I reflect more on my life, those great things have not always been congruent with who I am, or what Parker would refer to as one's true self.
As the son of a pastor I was slotted early on to continue the vocation of ministry. Those were not the expectations of my father or probably most of my family, but there were expectations from those around me. I think that is what drove me early on to enter into ministry, but that is hopefully what no longer keeps me there. Confession: It is only after some extensive self-searching, work with my therapist, spiritual mentors, etc. have I come to embrace my "birthright gifts" and become less concerned with the expectations of others.
I have written on the topic of identity in other blog posts, and especially what Henri Nouwen has to say about it. But I'm continually struck by the scene in Mark 1:9-11, where the Spirit descends from heaven at the baptism of Jesus, and the voice of His Father, says, "You are my Son, with whom I am well pleased." What is striking about that scene? As Nouwen and others point out is that the Father was pleased with His Son before He performed any of the ministry that we know Him for and have shaped His identity around. Before any miracles, healings, casting out of demons, teachings, etc., the Father was well pleased with the Son.
As Christians we often find our worth and our identity based upon our performances or the things we have done. Think about what usually comes out of our mouth when someone asks about us: we give our names, what we do, etc. Nothing really about who we are. Our identity is most often not formed outside of or away from the things we do or the expectations around them.
Questions:
What would our lives look like if we knew that our heavenly Father was well pleased with who we are...even outside of anything we have done?
How often do we come to God wanting to gain our identity and acceptance by the things we do?
How often do we conform to the slots and expectations of others based on our performances, rather than finding our identity in our relationship with Jesus Christ?
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Posted by rhett at February 8, 2007 06:14 PM
Comments
To me this seems like mostly a culture thing that we have allowed to pervade our walk with God and relationships to others. Many of my European friends do not seem to struggle with this nearly as much as us ambitious Americans do.
I conform probably ^92% of the time to expectations as opposed to following who I am in Christ. It doesn't seem to be something that can just change.
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at February 9, 2007 07:38 AM
What an excellent post! It really got me thinking.
1. "What would our lives look like if we knew that our heavenly Father was well pleased with who we are...even outside of anything we have done?"
Well...we wouldn't have all this fear that so easily binds us. We'd be fully alive and bold. And peace, there would be LOTS of it. I struggle with resting in the fact that He is pleased with me, even when I do stupid stuff--which happens more than I'd like to admit.
2. "How often do we come to God wanting to gain our identity and acceptance by the things we do?"
Way, WAY too much!! Lord help us!
3. "How often do we conform to the slots and expectations of others based on our performances, rather than finding our identity in our relationship with Jesus Christ?"
For me, it's been less and less the older I get. But even still, that ugly habit sticks its head out when I'm feeling weak.
Great post Rhett! That quote you had at the beginning was awesome!
Posted by: SolShine7 at February 11, 2007 06:06 AM
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